Then save up enough energy to complete the 3 hr morning routine and go home straight to bed. I work a graveyard shift at a group home for disabled adults and only manage to handle this job because I can do some cleaning, then sit and veg for 20 minutes or so before continuing, and repeat throughout the night. I honestly am not sure how I continue to work.

I have near blackout spells walking through the grocery store, or even driving (I know I shouldn't be driving, but I have to work to pay the bills and the bicycle is no longer an option). I have not regained my energy and usually only last 20 minutes to 3 hours of minor activity before I have to sleep or rest again. I no longer had the energy to pedal the bike and the 15 minute ride to work was taking me 45 minutes. I used to ride a bicycle everywhere and had no car, but the fatigue made that impossible. I am 42 years old, female, and was an active healthy person before all this started. The second event I could not remember my son who was in the house with me (I woke up from a nap in the afternoon), or the date, time, location etc. The first one I did not even know who I was or where I was for at least ten minutes after waking up and things slowly started coming back over the next ten minutes.

The two amnesia events scared the hell out of me. So far all tests that I have had are normal, but my functionality for daily life went down to nothing about 6 months ago and has not improved. I am being scheduled for an EEG and an MRI but have not had them yet. I have been checked by a cardiologist, am seeing an endocrinologist (who is passing me off to an ENT (because of a chronic sinus infection and growth she discovered), and a neurologist. I am currently going to various doctors trying to find out what is wrong with me, but the symptoms that led me to doctors in the first place are extreme fatigue, dizziness, vertigo (near constant), shortness of breath, low blood pressure, low grade fever off and on, etc. ItвЂ™s really special to us as a band.I know little or nothing about epilepsy and only ended up posting here because for the second time in 4 months I woke up with total or partial amnesia that lasted 10 to 20 minutes, and when I searched online the only thing that comes up is TEA or TGA. And I think the song has so much meaning, and itвЂ™s one of those songs thatвЂ™s really heartfelt on the album. We heard it and we were like, вЂњYeah, itвЂ™s okay, itвЂ™s not that bad.вЂќ And I think like a month later we listened to it again and we were like, вЂњHoly crap, this songвЂ™s incredible.вЂќДЄshton: I absolutely love it, especially when we play it live, like I just get to sit behind the drums вЂcause thereвЂ™s not many drums in this song, itвЂ™s mostly acoustic. Michael: The first time in Montreal in this weird little hotel room and we were having a Nerf gun war at the time, so I donвЂ™t think we listened too much to it. Michael: They said that they were like saving it for the special people.Д¬alum: Do you guys remember the first time we heard it in Montreal? Luke: вЂ¦they said they had this song, they wrote it a while ago and couldnвЂ™t find anyone that it suited. This was one of the only tracks that we havenвЂ™t written on our album.ДЄshton: I think itвЂ™s a standout for us because we have such a good relationship with The Madden Brothers and it was incredible to write with them in the past. I'd hold you closer than I ever did beforeДЄshton: This track on the album is called вЂњAmnesiaвЂќ and we wrote it, well we didnвЂ™t actually write this one. Like all of this was just some twisted dream If today I woke up with you right beside me It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?ДЄnd the dreams you left behind you didn't need them ItвЂ™s hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long

It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you moved on I'll admit, I like to see them, I'll admit, I feel aloneДЄnd all my friends keep asking why I'm not around The pictures that you sent me, they're still living in my phone Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you I remember the make-up running down your faceДЄnd the dreams you left behind, you didn't need themДЄnd forget about the stupid little things I remember the day you told me you were leaving If what we had was real, how could you be fine? Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie? When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you? I thought about our last kiss, how it felt, the way you tastedДЄnd even though your friends tell me you're doing fineДЄre you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you? I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted

How to wake up with amnesia